I had attended a previous plea hearing back in October of 2019, so I could see what the magistrate’s court room is like. Forget Atticus Finch courtroom drama, the room was unassuming. I sketched out the layout, where I would be sitting, where the prosecution sit. I witnessed a retired couple plea guilty and give their statement of mitigation. A phrase from the husband stuck with me, “In all my years protecting children in my career in social care I never thought I would have to come out of retirement to do the same thing.”
My plea hearing was set for 27 March. You might be able to guess what happened next. Covid-19 was labelled a global pandemic on 11 March, the UK entered a national lockdown on 23 March and everything slowed down. And that included the Crown Prosecution Service.
The following 6 months were a rise and fall of anticipation and then postponement. Sometimes notice of postponement would arrive on the day of the supposed plea hearing and I imagined what kind of back log there must be in their admin department.
All the while I was in touch with my solicitor, who, through XR fundraising were able to give me advice, request more of my evidence and liaise with the CPS. They were pushing to say that these cases, of which I was one of more than 1000, were no longer in the public interest given the global pandemic and the consequences of the national lockdown and enduring restrictions. Notably, she has not charged me a penny.
When I received a letter with just a 3 day postponement I knew the plea hearing was likely to happen. The coalition of solicitors had negotiated that any XR defendants pleading not-guilty did not have to go to the hearing IF they had representation.
So at 12.00 on Friday 16 October at the City of London Magistrates my plea hearing was held. A year and 7 days after the arrest. My solicitor made my plea on my behalf for which I am very grateful.
I pleaded not guilty.
And now I have a trial date.
January 5 2021.
Since I found out I’ve told a few people, including my mum. It all feels more real but still a little way off. I’ve got to prepare my skeleton argument and submit it. I’ve also got to decide if I can/want to pay for legal representation. [Estimated cost to follow]. I can also change my plea to guilty at any time and not go to trial.
Friends have been asking how I am feeling. And honestly it depends on the side of bed I woke up in the morning: On the one hand, I feel I am utilising the full power of my citizenship, albeit a more extreme form. On the other hand, I really hate being told off. And what I’d really like to do is curl up in a ball, under a duvet and pretend it wasn’t happening.
But here I am and the science is clear on the climate and ecological crisis. It’s been two years since I read the UN’s science paper on the difference between a 1.5 and 2 degree warmer world. Two years since I went from knowing climate change to feeling it. And I still feel it. What’s happened since then?
Parliament have declared a climate and ecological emergency and passed a 2050 carbon zero bill – the approximate year many scientists expect we will cross that 1.5 degree threshold. Ice sheets of inconceivable size have split off in Greenland and Antactica, California has burned every summer, Australia burned, even Siberia burned.
I’ve learnt that the threads that lead to climate change are also the threads that connect with destruction of land use and wildlife, are also the threads that exploit inequality. “Carbon emissions of the richest 1 percent more than double the emissions of the poorest half of humanity,” report Oxfam in September 2020.
And Elon Musk and Mark Zuckerbeg this August join centibillionaires, Jeff Bezos and Bill Gates. Oh and Apple announced it’s worth $2 trillion. And of course there’s been a pandemic and an economic fallout; more than one million people have died globally, UK debt now stands at £2 trillion and the World Bank estimates “88-115 million people will fall back into extreme poverty this year.”
Meanwhile some of my very close friends have become mothers. What was conceptual before is now very real, I have a vested interest in the next generation not least because there will be people I love in it.
And I want to learn. Knowledge and experience is power, I want to experience this process and know my legal rights. I want to feel it. I want to share this experience with others, to inform and illuminate.
And I want to use my voice. I want to be in front of one of our institutional pillars and say – this is gross negligence at an international scale. This is systemic failure. The time has come for new systems. I have caused this fuss to make myself heard because nothing else seems to be working to drive change at the speed we need it. (But I confess I will be scared sh**less while I’m doing it.)
This path I am on
This is how I citizen**